[ So he says, even though the moment he thinks about stepping out of his apartment, the idea of going to the university grabs at him eagerly, latching on like an addiction. It's an idea--or urge--idea he's been trying to push aside, though it does nothing for the restlessness that's been clinging to him all night.
He wants to say other things to her, kind of wants to call her, but it's easier to keep his hands in his pockets and to not say a word, and let his thoughts beat around in his head with the regret he's been experiencing. Worsening by the hour, even if he tells himself to be better about this. No one tried to kill each other at the party.
(It's not comforting, somehow.)
It may take longer than it seems it should, but there's eventually a knock on Tsuruno's door. If she tried texting him during his journey over, he hadn't noticed, not paying attention to his phone. But now, outside her door with an uneasiness posture and expression, he's dressed out of his cowboy outfit into more ordinary clothes. ]
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[ So he says, even though the moment he thinks about stepping out of his apartment, the idea of going to the university grabs at him eagerly, latching on like an addiction. It's an idea--or urge--idea he's been trying to push aside, though it does nothing for the restlessness that's been clinging to him all night.
He wants to say other things to her, kind of wants to call her, but it's easier to keep his hands in his pockets and to not say a word, and let his thoughts beat around in his head with the regret he's been experiencing. Worsening by the hour, even if he tells himself to be better about this. No one tried to kill each other at the party.
(It's not comforting, somehow.)
It may take longer than it seems it should, but there's eventually a knock on Tsuruno's door. If she tried texting him during his journey over, he hadn't noticed, not paying attention to his phone. But now, outside her door with an uneasiness posture and expression, he's dressed out of his cowboy outfit into more ordinary clothes. ]