[ He'd know. He'd definitely know if she wasn't and while a large portion of Tsuruno's brain is currently preoccupied with a great deal of confusion and uncertainty as to the nature of all of this, she trusts Robby. If he's so certain he won't regret it, then she's sure she won't, either. She's not that type of person.
It's why once she's acknowledged it and Robby gives her pretty much all the time in the world to move away or change her mind or protest, she doesn't do any of those things. She'd meant it, what she'd said about wanting to find out.
So he cups her cheek and she leans just a little, into the curve of his hand, meets his eyes when he pauses, and when he leans in, she moves in to meet him.
She's pretty sure now that he's got much more experience with this than she does, but Tsuruno is nothing if not a fast learner and it isn't hard at all (surprisingly easy, actually) to relax when their mouths actually meet, to kiss him back just as gently with her eyes closing because she's pretty sure she read something in a magazine once about the only people keeping their eyes open to kiss being serial killers--
It's nice. It's really nice, and she's not sure whether that's a good thing or not, but once they part, Tsuruno's smile is a little softer.
[ His eyes only open once they part; and he's aware, making sure to be, of her reactions, her smile. Robby wanted to be careful after Tsuruno's reaction when he'd suggested their date in the first place (playfully, yes, but it was still a suggestion!), but he's not seen much of that same fluster. Colour to her skin, and a softness to her voice, like now.
Delicate and Tsuruno Yui don't go together, and Robby's glad for that, if simply because of how she's been enjoying herself too.
He's figuring that out. And there's still plenty more to figure out, but: ]
I'd like to keep kissing you. [ There's a sliver of a playfulness there; not trying to be funny, but there's a giddiness under the low hush of his voice, aware of their faces still close. But kissing Tsuruno? Yeah, that's high on his list. ] I'd like to keep going 'til you want to stop. As far as you want to.
[ He's not going to attempt to be suave here, or suggestive. Rather, he'll make sure, because he wants to be certain they're on the same page: ] Is this your first time?
[ When you are a girl with a friend who was originally very angry at you (out of worry) and then said friend teases you about romantic implications that you honestly had never thought about before and then suggests actually following through on said romantic implications that you had never thought about before, everything involving that was bound to get a very frazzled reaction.
Or so she would say, if asked, though maybe not in that vein of things.
There was no real way to predict any of this and she still feels as though this is some kind of fever dream and she's going to blink awake any minute and find herself in bed with a compress on her forehead that she'd applied seven hours ago--
Because hearing Robby talk about how he'd like to keep kissing her, continuously, is not doing anything to make her feel less warm and before she can even respond to that, she has to focus on the question and she sort of ducks her head a little in embarrassment. ]
Yeah. I mean... I was always so busy with school and helping out the teams and tutoring and then the restaurant and that was all before the Magical Girl stuff even became a thing and so I never really thought about it...
[ Seventeen and never been kissed until now. Robby might find that weird. But she speaks as honestly as she usually does, or at least as straightforwardly, because what's the point in lying about it? ]
Everyone's got their own stuff going on. [ It's an easy answer, lacking judgment, especially after Tsuruno feels the need to explain herself. It wasn't on her mind, she didn't have time, and it doesn't hit Robby as a fact that had to be surprising. He already figured she wasn't used to it from a boyfriend, maybe, or anything serious, but now he knows for sure.
And Robby knows, too, that most people who have a set idea of how people should be or what they've experienced, are usually the ones who care too much about other people's lives. ]
We can always catch up. [ That he says playfully. ] Here--unless you wanna go somewhere private. 'Case someone shows up.
[ Even if they've been lucky so far about that. But it's a possibility, and he doesn't want her to get spooked if they get interrupted. ]
[ It's true that she's still on the verge of being an easily spooked wild animal in the headlights of an oncoming car--or just completely innocent person walking by. And she'll have to think this through properly, but it doesn't have to be right now.
Truthfully, after explaining almost everything to Robby, Tsuruno can't help but think it might be nice to shut that thinking off a little bit longer and just go with impulse right now. Impulse within reason. ]
Someplace private sounds like a great idea.
[ For a little while, at least. The idea of kissing Robby more than once (or twice) is already a little too appealing, but the last thing she wants is to get too carried away here. But he'd said it first--as far as she wanted to go. Until she wanted to stop. ]
We can take an empty apartment, near yours or mine. [ Easiest option with so many free rooms around. ]
I've got a roommate. [ Oh. ] --do you?
[ He only actually thinks to ask right then, but is going to her own place too intimate for her? You never know, and the idea of considering if Tsuruno has a roommate doesn't actually hit Robby until then.
Honestly, his other thought was a skate park, but given the spooky vibes this city loves to have hovering around the outdoors...
It's already enough that he'll need to wait to keep this up, wherever they go, but he'll be good; already moving back half a step, taking his hand from her shoulder and dropping it down her arm. He'll need to move away completely, but let him enjoy this while he can. ]
[ She shakes her head, after a short pause. She hadn't run into anyone who needed a roommate or was even looking and everyone had settled so quickly it had felt... sort of like being an annoyance if she asked. ]
No roommate, so we can go to my apartment for a little bit.
... [ With a theatrical sigh, smiling up at him, half to dispel her own nerves. ] I was going to walk you home, but if that's how it ends up, you'll have to text me when you make it back to your own apartment. Okay?
[ Again, she answers before realization hits, which is not a habit she should cultivate when talking about stuff like this, and Tsuruno kind of chokes and sputters a bit, even though her grip on his hand is firm. Time to busy herself with collecting her hat off the bench and waiting for him to grab his demon ferret so they can start walking to the subway while she's trying not to be flustered and failing spectacularly. ]
Not like that!! [ HELP. ]
I'm not gonna be able to think if you're right there the whole night, geez--!!
[ The demon ferret is right there, all it takes is a single hand to scoop up as his evil companion. Evil eye everyone along their way, friend! Even if Robby is perhaps the true enemy here, by that reaction from Tsuruno.
And all Robby does is laugh. ]
Think? [ Honestly, wow. Sorry, but this is news. ] I was just talking a normal sleepover. What're you thinking?
I'll behave! [ Look, his free hand palm showing in a sign of surrender! ] No funny business, promise. I'll stay as long as you want or don't want me to.
[ There, is he in her good books again? He doesn't even mean it teasingly when he says. ]
You just don't hear every night you could be keeping a girl up thinking about you.
[ He gives their hands a friendly wave, just to go with a lightened mood. ]
That's alright. I understand. [ He can give her the space when it comes to this. ] But we'll still be friends, so if you ever want the company...
[ Well. He huffs, a sound amused sound. ] Unless you're going out making dinner plans with people, I should invite you over to mine. How about it? Mister LaRusso's always making dinner because he's used to having his whole family around. He likes a full table.
[ He leans in, just slightly, as they walk. ] I can get him to give up some nights so you can cook for everyone instead, if you want.
[ But maybe Robby is getting the vibes that she says that delight of cooking that Mister LaRusso does, too. ]
[ Oh. Well, nothing perks Tsuruno up faster than the offer to eat with (and maybe cook for) other people and her entire countenance brightens immediately and hopefully.
[ They can talk about food along the way!! Wasn't the restaurant a family business? What prompted the Chinese food angle to it? Which is what Robby remembers about it--and Tsuruno liking heat! in her food.
A totally different subject from kissing. And you know, since Tsuruno had been asking to learn more about Robby: ]
I actually lived with Mister LaRusso for a while-- uh, when my mom had issues with making the rent. They have one of those really nice houses up in the rich side of town. With a swimming pool and jacuzzi.
Me and my mom can't cook, but sitting down around the table was a big thing in his house. Was it ever like that for you?
[ She said her mom and grandma have left, but who knows what the family life had been before that. ]
[ She's happy to explain that her great-grandfather had wanted to stand out among a bunch of other Japanese restaurants so had opted for a different kind of food entirely and that was how Banbanzai had come into existence, though she's just as attentive when listening to Robby talk about staying with someone else, gaze turning sympathetic when he talks about the rent.]
A swimming pool and a jacuzzi... they really must have had some great parties.
But yeah, kind of! It used to be my grandparents and my parents and then me and my sisters. Right now, it's just me and my dad since one of my sisters is studying abroad and the other one is out of the house... though I think my mom and grandma will come back when the money runs out. [ and try to sell sentimental items. ]
But a friend of mine has a villa where she took in a few other girls and I visit there a lot and we always eat together around the table. It usually gets pretty loud. [ fondly. ]
[ Pictured: Tsuruno and Robby making sympathetic faces when the other brings up a Shitty Home/Family Situation. Though Robby doesn't feel as bad about his situation--it's mostly calm going now, these days. He certainly doesn't have a mom and grandma out there living it up. ]
Yeah? Perks of having well-off friends. [ Lucky! ] My dad announced he and his girlfriend were having a baby before I showed up here, so I guess I'm gonna be a big brother one day. But I've always lived away from my grandparents; my mom and dad were separated before I was born, so my dad and his side were never around. And my mom... didn't really like going to see hers. They argued. [ Well. ] Kinda? She didn't like listening to them.
[ It's said with a wrinkle of his nose, his expression not severe, but definitely one that says 'It's complicated'. Factors he isn't sure if to bring up, but he doesn't want to make it sound that bad. ]
Yeah, don't tell them anything you don't want them repeating at the absolute worst minute. And be prepared to have them think you know absolutely everything, probably more than the adults do.
I think I also remember trying to ask my big sister for help when I did something I knew I'd get into trouble for, because we'd both get in trouble if our parents found out. And my little sister picked that up, too.
[ District 2, here we are...! Hopping off the train with Robby's laugh. ]
Wow, okay. So from what I'm hearing, I should be glad I'm probably gonna be out of the house by the time the baby reaches the age they can get me in trouble.
[ Good to know, good to know. ]
What about your dad? What kind of man is he?
[ Is Robby absolutely intrigued by this family dynamic? You bet. ]
[ Tsuruno takes the (slight) lead here, glancing over at him as she walks. ]
He's really caring but he gets overwhelmed pretty easily and he's sort of got his head in the clouds so I usually have to double-check things for him.
One time his prescribed laxatives accidentally got mixed up in a customer's food when it was left in the kitchen and I had to find the right plate before they ate it and got sick.
[ Spoken like a loving daughter though. One who has definitely made Sacrifices. ]
If you hardly see your dad, I'm guessing you're not too close? Or did that change?
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It's why once she's acknowledged it and Robby gives her pretty much all the time in the world to move away or change her mind or protest, she doesn't do any of those things. She'd meant it, what she'd said about wanting to find out.
So he cups her cheek and she leans just a little, into the curve of his hand, meets his eyes when he pauses, and when he leans in, she moves in to meet him.
She's pretty sure now that he's got much more experience with this than she does, but Tsuruno is nothing if not a fast learner and it isn't hard at all (surprisingly easy, actually) to relax when their mouths actually meet, to kiss him back just as gently with her eyes closing because she's pretty sure she read something in a magazine once about the only people keeping their eyes open to kiss being serial killers--
It's nice. It's really nice, and she's not sure whether that's a good thing or not, but once they part, Tsuruno's smile is a little softer.
(She's still so confused, of course.) ]
Figured anything out?
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Delicate and Tsuruno Yui don't go together, and Robby's glad for that, if simply because of how she's been enjoying herself too.
He's figuring that out. And there's still plenty more to figure out, but: ]
I'd like to keep kissing you. [ There's a sliver of a playfulness there; not trying to be funny, but there's a giddiness under the low hush of his voice, aware of their faces still close. But kissing Tsuruno? Yeah, that's high on his list. ] I'd like to keep going 'til you want to stop. As far as you want to.
[ He's not going to attempt to be suave here, or suggestive. Rather, he'll make sure, because he wants to be certain they're on the same page: ] Is this your first time?
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Or so she would say, if asked, though maybe not in that vein of things.
There was no real way to predict any of this and she still feels as though this is some kind of fever dream and she's going to blink awake any minute and find herself in bed with a compress on her forehead that she'd applied seven hours ago--
Because hearing Robby talk about how he'd like to keep kissing her, continuously, is not doing anything to make her feel less warm and before she can even respond to that, she has to focus on the question and she sort of ducks her head a little in embarrassment. ]
Yeah. I mean... I was always so busy with school and helping out the teams and tutoring and then the restaurant and that was all before the Magical Girl stuff even became a thing and so I never really thought about it...
[ Seventeen and never been kissed until now. Robby might find that weird. But she speaks as honestly as she usually does, or at least as straightforwardly, because what's the point in lying about it? ]
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And Robby knows, too, that most people who have a set idea of how people should be or what they've experienced, are usually the ones who care too much about other people's lives. ]
We can always catch up. [ That he says playfully. ] Here--unless you wanna go somewhere private. 'Case someone shows up.
[ Even if they've been lucky so far about that. But it's a possibility, and he doesn't want her to get spooked if they get interrupted. ]
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Truthfully, after explaining almost everything to Robby, Tsuruno can't help but think it might be nice to shut that thinking off a little bit longer and just go with impulse right now. Impulse within reason. ]
Someplace private sounds like a great idea.
[ For a little while, at least. The idea of kissing Robby more than once (or twice) is already a little too appealing, but the last thing she wants is to get too carried away here. But he'd said it first--as far as she wanted to go. Until she wanted to stop. ]
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I've got a roommate. [ Oh. ] --do you?
[ He only actually thinks to ask right then, but is going to her own place too intimate for her? You never know, and the idea of considering if Tsuruno has a roommate doesn't actually hit Robby until then.
Honestly, his other thought was a skate park, but given the spooky vibes this city loves to have hovering around the outdoors...
It's already enough that he'll need to wait to keep this up, wherever they go, but he'll be good; already moving back half a step, taking his hand from her shoulder and dropping it down her arm. He'll need to move away completely, but let him enjoy this while he can. ]
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No roommate, so we can go to my apartment for a little bit.
... [ With a theatrical sigh, smiling up at him, half to dispel her own nerves. ] I was going to walk you home, but if that's how it ends up, you'll have to text me when you make it back to your own apartment. Okay?
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Sure. If you mean you don't invite me to stay over?
[ That's what she was implying, right? Totally not something way more innocent or anything, about them ending up at her place anyway. ]
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[ Again, she answers before realization hits, which is not a habit she should cultivate when talking about stuff like this, and Tsuruno kind of chokes and sputters a bit, even though her grip on his hand is firm. Time to busy herself with collecting her hat off the bench and waiting for him to grab his demon ferret so they can start walking to the subway while she's trying not to be flustered and failing spectacularly. ]
Not like that!! [ HELP. ]
I'm not gonna be able to think if you're right there the whole night, geez--!!
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And all Robby does is laugh. ]
Think? [ Honestly, wow. Sorry, but this is news. ] I was just talking a normal sleepover. What're you thinking?
[ Tsuruno? Where is your brain going, huh?? ]
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And she just shoots him a Look, because why does he always have to get a laugh at her own expense-- ]
I could just leave you in front of my apartment. I really could.
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[ There, is he in her good books again? He doesn't even mean it teasingly when he says. ]
You just don't hear every night you could be keeping a girl up thinking about you.
[ It's cute, really... ]
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I know this doesn't have to mean anything, but... [ Her brows furrow, slightly. ]
I'm someone who wants to give the important things enough attention. So I at least want to think about this properly when I can.
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That's alright. I understand. [ He can give her the space when it comes to this. ] But we'll still be friends, so if you ever want the company...
[ Well. He huffs, a sound amused sound. ] Unless you're going out making dinner plans with people, I should invite you over to mine. How about it? Mister LaRusso's always making dinner because he's used to having his whole family around. He likes a full table.
[ He leans in, just slightly, as they walk. ] I can get him to give up some nights so you can cook for everyone instead, if you want.
[ But maybe Robby is getting the vibes that she says that delight of cooking that Mister LaRusso does, too. ]
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Robby may know her a little too well. ]
Really?? I'd love that!
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Cool. I used to live alone a lot of the time, but [ a beat ] if I'm honest, it's more fun with company.
And I don't even have to try and cook.
[ ...which isn't his goal here (he wasn't cooking anyway), but between Mister LaRusso and Tsuruno? His stomach is set for life! ]
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This is my first time living alone, so it's been... [ really lonely ]
... A little weird. So you're right, it's way more fun with company!
[ And his laugh is definitely better now, prompting another smile out of her.
To the subway!! She is very much relieved she's someone who keeps her apartment more or less clean and tidy. ]
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A totally different subject from kissing. And you know, since Tsuruno had been asking to learn more about Robby: ]
I actually lived with Mister LaRusso for a while-- uh, when my mom had issues with making the rent. They have one of those really nice houses up in the rich side of town. With a swimming pool and jacuzzi.
Me and my mom can't cook, but sitting down around the table was a big thing in his house. Was it ever like that for you?
[ She said her mom and grandma have left, but who knows what the family life had been before that. ]
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A swimming pool and a jacuzzi... they really must have had some great parties.
But yeah, kind of! It used to be my grandparents and my parents and then me and my sisters. Right now, it's just me and my dad since one of my sisters is studying abroad and the other one is out of the house... though I think my mom and grandma will come back when the money runs out. [ and try to sell sentimental items. ]
But a friend of mine has a villa where she took in a few other girls and I visit there a lot and we always eat together around the table. It usually gets pretty loud. [ fondly. ]
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Yeah? Perks of having well-off friends. [ Lucky! ] My dad announced he and his girlfriend were having a baby before I showed up here, so I guess I'm gonna be a big brother one day. But I've always lived away from my grandparents; my mom and dad were separated before I was born, so my dad and his side were never around. And my mom... didn't really like going to see hers. They argued. [ Well. ] Kinda? She didn't like listening to them.
[ It's said with a wrinkle of his nose, his expression not severe, but definitely one that says 'It's complicated'. Factors he isn't sure if to bring up, but he doesn't want to make it sound that bad. ]
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[ thoughtfully, giving his hand a squeeze. ]
So you probably weren't used to things like that until Mister LaRusso, huh?
... I'm really glad you didn't end up alone here. And maybe there's enough younger kids to give you some big brother practice.
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Got any pointers? I mean, seeing as you lived with a sister. Anything I should watch out for?
[ Gonna give away what a menace younger siblings can be, Tsuruno? ]
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I think I also remember trying to ask my big sister for help when I did something I knew I'd get into trouble for, because we'd both get in trouble if our parents found out. And my little sister picked that up, too.
[ Ah, sisters.
But also we're getting off in District 2! ]
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Wow, okay. So from what I'm hearing, I should be glad I'm probably gonna be out of the house by the time the baby reaches the age they can get me in trouble.
[ Good to know, good to know. ]
What about your dad? What kind of man is he?
[ Is Robby absolutely intrigued by this family dynamic? You bet. ]
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He's really caring but he gets overwhelmed pretty easily and he's sort of got his head in the clouds so I usually have to double-check things for him.
One time his prescribed laxatives accidentally got mixed up in a customer's food when it was left in the kitchen and I had to find the right plate before they ate it and got sick.
[ Spoken like a loving daughter though. One who has definitely made Sacrifices. ]
If you hardly see your dad, I'm guessing you're not too close? Or did that change?
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